The time just seems to slip away on me at the moment. The days are getting warmer and sunnier and as a consequence the opportunities to do more are mounting up ….. yes, I feel that I am currently drowning in goodness!
This is a first-world, privileged problem to be sure yet that doesn’t make it feel any less real and at times I have to pinch myself a bit and say ‘WTF …. you have so much. If there is too much going on let go of something.’ However this is where my biggest fault lies …. I’m useless at letting go!! I like to thing I’m getting better on the material side however that internal voice that keeps telling me I need to do more is constant.
As a consequence I sign myself up to too may things or decide I want to get too many things done in a certain time frame …. I accept the free language course, I plan a workshop, I offer to volunteer, I begin to re-vamp website, I write that blog – yay, doing that ;), I create new power-points, I work on an EFT programme all at the same time as home-schooling, keeping house and trying to keep sane! Yep … so really feeling like I am drowning in goodness. How do you let go of all that goodness though? How do I prioritize which gets my attention first? Usually it is the loudest ones that get first dibs … themselves that is ;).
So here I am sharing a thought instead of the power-point I was hoping to have completed or doing course work that I was hoping to finish. Here I am letting go of all the demands (for the next hour or so at least) and going to enjoy the fresh air in my lungs and the Spring sunshine on my face.
I hope that if you’re reading this and feeling the same you can join me in my life-ring … before diving back into it all.